So that these winds of circumstance won't keep blowing me around.
From when I land to when I leave there is enough time to sleep and sing.
I keep running when all I want is to lay motionless.
One of these days I'm going to get myself...
BUT, for now, I just have to ride the waves of my emotions, and today, ladies and gentlemen, I'm riding high. For the past few months I've been doing this thing where I fall in love with people. I mean, just anyone at all. (Well... people that I've actually met at least, not short acquaintances or facebook pals...) Whoa, one day nothing, the next day I think that you're the greatest thing since Flintstone vitamins.
Usually I kind of fall out of these phases on my own... It must be pretty tough to keep up with my infatuations. Anyways, I don't fall into terrific fits of depression and sadness or really think that I'm missing out on true love... not my cup of tea, and I tend to think that it's pretty funny when you kids do that. Except maybe I won't make fun of you in my head anymore, because this time I really was pretty sad. Albeit this was a particularly messy situation... still, things can hurt for no reason.
But ANYWAY I woke up this morning and was over it, which is fantastic. I have no idea why or how my feelings change so suddenly, but I woke up and saw everything that I don't need or even want. I recovered memories of everything that I'm looking for and now it seems ridiculous to me that I ever even thought that I was looking in the right direction.
I've been pretty silly about things recently... forgive me love.
Sunny outside... sunny inside... I love being over it.
From when I land to when I leave there is enough time to sleep and sing.
I keep running when all I want is to lay motionless.
One of these days I'm going to get myself...
BUT, for now, I just have to ride the waves of my emotions, and today, ladies and gentlemen, I'm riding high. For the past few months I've been doing this thing where I fall in love with people. I mean, just anyone at all. (Well... people that I've actually met at least, not short acquaintances or facebook pals...) Whoa, one day nothing, the next day I think that you're the greatest thing since Flintstone vitamins.
Usually I kind of fall out of these phases on my own... It must be pretty tough to keep up with my infatuations. Anyways, I don't fall into terrific fits of depression and sadness or really think that I'm missing out on true love... not my cup of tea, and I tend to think that it's pretty funny when you kids do that. Except maybe I won't make fun of you in my head anymore, because this time I really was pretty sad. Albeit this was a particularly messy situation... still, things can hurt for no reason.
But ANYWAY I woke up this morning and was over it, which is fantastic. I have no idea why or how my feelings change so suddenly, but I woke up and saw everything that I don't need or even want. I recovered memories of everything that I'm looking for and now it seems ridiculous to me that I ever even thought that I was looking in the right direction.
I've been pretty silly about things recently... forgive me love.
Sunny outside... sunny inside... I love being over it.
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