Monday, September 18, 2006
I wish there was an over-the-counter test for loneliness.
I might be turning into the kind of person that I would hate.


I wish that I could put my finger on whatever it is that's making me so stressed out all the time. In fact, the fact that I don't know exactly what it is that's stressing me out makes me even more stressed. That sounds like it doesn't make sense, but it does, because I feel like there's something that I'm missing, something nagging at my mind and reminding me that everything is not settled, and I just can't put my finger on what exactly it is that I haven't gotten done, so I try to complete every little task that could possibly be on my mind, but I just can't seem to get any relief.


I'm very much feeling like I would really like a relationship right now. I'm also very much feeling like I would like it skip exciting and go strait to comfortable. That's not true... that's just what I want tonight.


This week needs to hurry up and be over. This is not a good week.


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